So I started back at work in January. I’m very lucky to have such a good group of people to work with, because when I went back after being sway for 11 months, they made it feel like I’d never left.
It was quite daunting to go back to work, especially during the pandemic, especially as a key worker. I was able to go back for a few meetings before returning to help reassure me and it was scary just to be in the building. I sat 2 feet away from my manager with my mask on and I was terrified.
When I went back for my first day I wore my mask again and stayed away from everyone for about half of the day. I cried when I got in but I couldn’t tell if it was because of my anxiety of being at work or being away from Jensen.
I called Chris the second I went onto lunch. I wanted to see how Jensen was doing without me. It turns out he was fine, which was hard to hear because it had been just the two of us for 10 months. He loves his daddy and I’m so glad, but I wished that he missed me more. Now he’s very much a mummy’s boy and I love it, but sometimes it can be too much 😅
I love my boy and I’m lucky to have him with me Thursdays and Fridays. I countdown every week until I can spend my days with him just the two of us (or at nursery together). Hes just growing up so fast, I wish he would just stay my little baby forever 💙
I hope you’re all well 💗
Jade x
Jensen's Mum 